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Ralph James Savarese

Fractions


Remember Solomon from The Bible?

Well, he was wrong: anything

can be divided, even a mother’s

body, without prompting virtue

in at least one of her children.


She’s dead, of course, unlike

the infant in the story, and in theory

no more damage can be done

to her, but her memory is whole;

her spirit is whole. Who wants


another round of motherhood,

being ripped to shreds

by the snarling wolves of want?

Who wants to spend eternity

in so many dens at once?


The crematorium is king now,

dispensing its fiery wisdom

or what passes as wisdom: the body

without blood. Like cockroaches

after the apocalypse, acrimony


shall prevail. Bring in the lawyers.

“You will each get one-fifth

of your mother’s remains.” Although

every child says he should get all

of her, my claim—I know, I know—


seems more reasonable. After all,

I protected her with my skull,

with my ten-year-old bones.

Would that she were a fifth

of Jack Daniels! We’d sit at a bar


until we were toast, burnt

beyond recognition, which is

just how she liked her toast.

She was the one who taught me

fractions, a family’s improper ones.



Final

It almost has the word “fine” in it,

as in, “My mother was so fine.”

Like a ghost, the “e” is present,

though not in person.


“Finial,” too, that ornament of love

on the roof ridge of sorrow.

“Up here! Up here! Look at me!”

cries the wanting “i.”


How my mother could fashion a house!

(A decorator never calls

anything decorative.)

Black walls in a living room!


And “fail,” though it isn’t lacking a letter.

A coffin, like a narcissist, never pines.

The word is short on life;

it always makes a killing.


Marriages fail, businesses fail…

Never trust a broker—

Cupid, oxygen, E.F. Hutton—

that alphabets against you.



Walking in a Cemetery


It’s a little bit like watching bad TV

and enjoying it all the same,

enjoying it because it’s bad TV.

The asinine plot—from life to death;

what a cliché!—and under-the-bottom

acting. “Speak for Christ’s sake.

Don’t just lie there.”

You’d never want your friends

to know your lapse in taste…


I was getting in my steps—

we mortals want to minimize

our weight and maximize our time--

when the deer sought

the counsel of the dead

or maybe just the counsel of the grass,

which had suffered,

like the deer themselves,

through a drought.


They appeared, the four of them--

coats thick with burs and brambles.

They looked like children

eating without a bib.

They had traveled to this clearing

and to these granite whitecaps

on a prairie—or what used

to be a prairie and is now a lawn.

I smiled, knowing that I aspired


to avoid this place in body.

My mind was like a balloon,

looking down on death

with so much frightened arrogance.

The deer at least were baffled

by the pageantry—the flowers, the flags.

Perhaps from another perspective

I was already dead, for the doe came up

to me without a care in her nose.



A Wing and a...

For Carlo and Pilar

The cabbies in Rome have gone on strike.

They’re like disgruntled angels

in the heart of St. Peter’s,

little bits of plaque that cause a stroke

and paralyze the streets.

These days, even God’s a capitalist

keeping wages down.

How in heaven will I get home

if I can’t even make it to the airport?

5000 miles from Iowa

and running a temperature of 102,

I’m hardly Marcus Aurelius

spouting stoical thoughts

on his own pandemic death bed.

No, as is typical of me in a p