Joseph Hardy

The Only Light Coming In

Once I got a haircut north of San Francisco

after an earthquake had knocked out

all the power in a strip mall, one

stylist open for business,


the only light coming in

from the windows,

twilight inside as we talked,

and she told me


she had Hodgkin’s disease,

but sometimes felt better,

and that she lived alone on a houseboat

with a fierce German shepherd,


her cutting my hair, alone in the shop

completely accepting her hands

and her small re-positionings of my head,

and I don’t remember how


we got to that point, but she said,

there’s a couch in the manager’s office,

but I can’t close the store

midday, or I will lose my job.


And when my wife came in to pick me up

the two of us started

as though we were lying on that couch

or I’d asked when she would be home.

In Late Afternoon

after his first congestive heart failure,

I found my father asleep in his bedroom,


no longer theirs, my mother sleeping

in a room down the hall,


his breathing bubbling gurgles, the musky scent

of him overpowering in near dark


shade of oleanders and bottle brush

he’d planted for privacy the year he bought the house.


Sweat saturated a towel on pillows under him

propping him up so he wouldn’t drown.


The damage of childhood he drank to numb

and the toll of drinking become one thing


less important over time, like the name of a town

where you grew up, a car you once owned.

Joseph is one of a handful of writers that lives in Nashville, Tennessee that does not play a musical instrument; although a friend once asked him to bring his harmonica on a camping trip so they could throw it in the fire. His wife says he cannot leave a room without finding out something about everyone in it, and telling her their stories later. Joseph has a BS degree in psychology from Stanford University. His work has been published in Inlandia, Gyroscope, The Tiny Journal, Sheila-Na-Gig, Penultimate Peanut, and is forthcoming in Seven Circle Press, The Bookends Review, Poetry City, Reality Break Press, Glass Mountain, Funicular Magazine, Kind Writers, Pub House Books, and Crack the Spine Literary Magazine.